There have been moments in my life that I questioned God, times when I was disappointed, times when God didn't give me what I want and times when things felt so right, yet He had to take them away. I suppose it's because of my lack of faith that I start to question Him, but the past few months have been a very different journey for me.
God started to reveal His plans for me, He spoke to me in a way that was so direct, so clear, His message was undeniable. I started to see why He denied me of certain things in the past, not because He didn't love me, but simply because He loves me too much. He was willing to take my questions and my uncertainty and with His grace and patience let me see His works. Indeed, God is great.
He denied me things in the past, so that I will treasure them in future. He closed a chapter of my love story, one that I thought it was premature, but now I know, He knew best. He stopped my misery before it came to me, He stood by me and sent angels to me to carry me through. He didn't open doors for dentistry for me, because He wanted me to find my path and my journey, so that I will be a dentist that will honour Him, He patiently waited for me to grow in His word, He took me by the hand and when the time was right, unveiled His plan for me.
I cannot express just how joyful and peaceful I feel. I know I will succeed in Him, I know I will be a living testimony of His Grace and at the end of the day, I know, He is my Lord, my everything.
2 comments:
hey babe, timothy & i were talking about you today while chatting. so sorry to pass by your blog. seems like you have been accepted into dentistry! So happy for you. Enjoy whatever you do & all the very best! =)
Hey Sok Huang, I just realised you left a comment. =) don't apologise for passing my, the honour is mine. I haven't got the acceptance, but I'm fervently praying for it and I know God will make a way. I'll keep you updated! Take care and know that you've been missed!
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