It's complicated, life is so complicated.
My emotions are completely IRONIC and I have totally zero control over them. I am having tonnes of fun hanging out with my friends but I just can't feel truly happy. I smile, I laugh and I have fun, but I'm not happy. I've lost that child like reckless abandon and now all that is left in me is a tired soul, one that wants and loves something so immensely. I know it will be reciprocated, I know in time to come, I will. Till then... whatever it takes to fill that void momentarily.
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