Speculations VS Investments

Foolish was I, to have thought that nothing will fill my void again.

I have my answer now.. Love was, is and will be.
Where there is love, there is forgiveness,
there is love in times of need and when life is cold there is a promise.
Love will find a way.

I've learnt a lesson, albeit paying a hefty price.. Never, never should I fill the void of the love of a dream with a human substitute. I paid my price, a broken heart and a broken soul. I gave all the love I had for my dream to that one person, simply cause my heart couldn't contain that disappointment of not being able to chase my dreams, my soul couldn't handle the sadness.. then he came by.. My perfect substitute.

I never did think of it this way in the past, only recently, did I realise that all that heartache and pain didn't come from a broken relationship, because early in it, I knew it wouldn't work out. I held on despite the call of my heart, simply cause that was the only thing that I could be in control of. Foolish was I.. when control was exactly the hardest thing to do.

Now I have my answer.. Love. Not humanly love, but God's Love. His Love is my promise and I give Him all control. My heart has never felt so whole, so overwhelmed. Only His love can fill that God Like void in my heart. I thank God for His love and for giving me a passion in life, one that burns so brightly. I will wait for His plans to be unveiled because I know they are the best for me.

I've learnt to make prudent investments, not in the insecurities and volatility of the human spirit, but in the promises of God's everlasting Love. It's a speculation when we invest all our love on the weak and feeble human heart, but it is an investment, one that reaps abundance, when we keep it in God's hands.