We've been talking about gifts in church and it got me thinking.. What exactly are my gifts? I'm praying for me to acknowledge them, grow them and serve the church with them. Like what Pastor David said, we are all essential parts of the church to build the church, we have different parts but all of equal value.
As of now, it's crunch time in uni, exams are starting soon, drilling summatives are going to be full on for the next two weeks and I'm praying that God will take my hands and guide me through it. I know His grace will be where ever His will takes me. I'm also trying to recover from sleep deprivation, my body seems to be getting crankier! I need to move out of college!!!!
I need my space and my time. I called my bro the other day and told him I really missed grandma, of course, brothers being brothers aren't the best at giving comfort. I really do miss her.. I wish sometimes she were still here and I can joke with her about making dentures for her. Especially since we're learning about prosthodontics now. I wish I had that luxury to be able to make her smile again, to make her a set of dentures so that she can enjoy her food again. I know it's not going to help if I keep thinking of her, but sometimes.. just sometimes.. It gets quite hard to put someone you love at the back of your mind.
It gets to me when I think about life and the future. Everyone thinks that your life is all set and planned out once you are in a professional course, but what they don't know is the responsibility that comes with it. I want to know what God wants me to do with this, with my life.. I have the confidence that He has it all planned out, I have faith that His will will prevail regardless of what I choose. But just sometimes, I wish He gave me a glimpse of what my future would hold, what I'd be doing with dentistry, how I'd be living my life and who I'd be living it with. I guess that's what they mean when we live in Faith hey? =) Trust and obey.
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