Feeling a tad emotional today. Not the PMS kind, neither the moody grouchy kind and I doubt it's because I'm hungry. When Antonio opened in Merchant of Venice "In sooth, I know not why I am so sad", at least now I can comprehend his frustration at his lack of understanding of his emotions.
Do I believe in love? should that question be.. How much do I believe in love. I do, infinitely in God's love. I don't know how much I do when it comes to friends, to partners.
I do wonder, not because I don't believe in love, I just don't have enough faith in man's flimsy hearts.
I don't know, perhaps even in a setting like a college, living with 160 people, you can still feel alone. I can be among friends, surrounded by crowds, yet I still feel alone. Am I in that phase of life where I'm looking for companionate love? I reckon so and I really hope I've found it.
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