It's the time of the year where I'm just feeling stressed. I feel it running through my veins and every ounce of my body is crying out. I don't think many would understand, maybe apart from my course mates, the kind of stress that we're under. or rather, the fear of needing to do a supp or to repeat the year. It's a scary thought.
I wish there was just someone who would understand and be able to care for me the way I need to be cared for during this period. But even then, I don't even know what I need to make me feel better, what more someone else. That would be unreasonable to ask. Then again.. I'm a girl, do I need a reason for everything? It's conflicting how I try to be as rational as I can, but at times, I just wish I was not. It's just a tough time to get through and I know all that I am, is leaning on God and His strength.
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