ARGH!

An exam that covers TEN lectures may seem quite harmless.. But it DEPTH that it covers might as well be the WHOLE BLOODY TEXTBOOK! 

Yes.. I'm stressed. Removal Partial Dentures will probably bring me to my tipping point and perhaps thursday's LA might just push me over. I love dental school.. can't wait to be a dentist, but that's if I GRADUATE and get out of it ALIVE AND SANE. 

The content. The CONTENT is enough to drown me that I can't even have the luxury to drown in my sorrows. 

ShoutOut!

I CANNOT WAIT FOR MY GRADUATION TRIP. That is all. After so long, we're finally going for our grad trip! As much as it's not really going overseas for me, it's still going over east and THAT COUNTS! =)

Just wanted to shoutout! =)

Halfway

You know why they call halfway houses halfway houses? Cause when they step into the halfway house, it signifies that they are halfway onto the road of full recovery, apart from the fact that it sounds much better than fullway house or firststep house. 

So I'm halfway.. Halfway through my exams, (three down, three to go), halfway through the theory years of dentistry (if by God's grace I pass this year) and hence.. Halfway to reaching my dreams. =) Then I realise.. When I've reached that end, that would be another halfway for me to reaching another goal.. so technically.. I'll always be halfway somewhere. Which isn't too bad a thing if you ask me. If gives me something to look forward to. That's why I like halfway milestones. =) Yes. that optimism aside.. I am absolutely stressed. Never been more stressed in my life, not even for A's. -_-" I really wonder how I made it to NUS with the non-existent amount of studying I did for my A's.. and not to mention, how i made it OUT of NUS. This is indeed.. GOD's GRACE!

Well.. another halfway, not so much "way", but it's been six months since I've been with Sherms. So.. halfway to a year! :) I feel tremendously blessed to have met him and to have him as a part of my life. If this is what it truly means to love someone, then all I can say is that I probably never have fallen in love before. I'm not the sort that would meet a guy halfway and I'm glad that he's a guy that's willing to go the distance to find me at the end. 

Stress through my veins

It's the time of the year where I'm just feeling stressed. I feel it running through my veins and every ounce of my body is crying out. I don't think many would understand, maybe apart from my course mates, the kind of stress that we're under. or rather, the fear of needing to do a supp or to repeat the year. It's a scary thought.

I wish there was just someone who would understand and be able to care for me the way I need to be cared for during this period. But even then, I don't even know what I need to make me feel better, what more someone else. That would be unreasonable to ask. Then again.. I'm a girl, do I need a reason for everything? It's conflicting how I try to be as rational as I can, but at times, I just wish I was not. It's just a tough time to get through and I know all that I am, is leaning on God and His strength.